In my head

O-M-G! so i like this guy...grrr i cant say more since this is public but yes i like this guy. i hate liking guys because that all i can do..like. I cant go out with anyone i cant have a boyfriend...nothing! it sucks in a way but hey at least i dont get my heart broken you know

so yes there is this guy i just had to let it out. and write it..ironic i would tell you..the public...but my diary is no where near by so i must write it here. i did a free verse poem about it

the name is WHY..details: there are only 2 words in each line. i know stupid but yes. and i haved like this guy for who he is. and sadly the guy i recently unliked reminded me of this guy. you see i have like this guy before then i guess he wasnt in my head anymore..well at least he was in the back of my head. then this other guy came along and i started liking him. people asked me why i liked this other guy and my reason was idk! and i didnt i didnt have a reason...then a few months ago i found out why. and ya

now im ugh idk wat i am. but yes i just had to let this out

Finally Finished!!

Okay so my sister FINALLY finished TEMPTED of the HOUSE OF NIGHT SERIES! Now I can finally talk about it with her. I say people who are barely reading MARKED are lucky since they don't have to wait long for the next book, but sooner or later they will know how much pain it causes.

So anyways I saw THE FOLLIES this last Friday, OMG! wow I LOVED IT. It was totally awesome and soo funny. The host was hilarious and so was the ventriliquist and we were the only young people :D sooo ya it was an amazing show and after that I had to go tech for The Taffetas at the IPAC and well ya last Friday was a day full of shows for me. Then Saturday I went shopping and Sunday tech for Taffetas again.

OMG! One more thing, I am suuuuuuupppperrrrr exicted because I'm going to go to Big Bear on Thursday! It's a younth retreat with my old church and I get to hang out with my old friends and ya. Oof soo many awesome things have happened, and it's not even Christmas yet :P

Tiredness much

Blechk, I am tired. Well my eyes are but I'm not if you get that. anyways ya. Right now I'm TRYING to download my video but ugh anyways yes. Ok I read TEMPTED! NO I'm not syaing anything. I have had to keep my mouth shout for a long time so can people just read it already!!

I love heath. He's soo sweet. I dopnt get why people dilike him. He's human....sooo what! That's what we're gonna marry-A HUMAN! soo ya. I just came back from my friends 15th bday party woot woot! and ya. but i didnt dance. why? bc[because] i dont dance. ehh im tired of spelling all right and watnot haha. imma be a teenager :P soo ya. later!